At the moment I feel sad and depressive. Some days I´m happy and after a week my mood feel into a black hole. I didn`t see a future at the moment. I could not sleep at the night. Sometimes i feel empty in my body.
Why i don´t have much luck in my life? Why is it so hard?
At a new song of The Rasmus there are some lyric passage that discribe my life at the moment.
10 Black Roses
Life is like a boat in a bottle
Try to sail you can’t with no air
Day by day it only gets harder
Try to scream but nobody cares
Through the glass you see the same faces
Hear their voices fade like a drone
When your life’s a boat in a bottle
You’re surrounded drifting alone
I hope i feel better next time. My energy is empty... I would like to run... run out of this world into a better world... Without my thougth....without my bad feelings..
